There are so many things which I miss. Things I wish were a part of me…. Things that make me cringe….

I miss coming back to a full house…

I miss the comforting hug of my Mom..

I miss being amongst friends…

I miss the fights with my sis…

I miss the arguments with my bro…

I miss having someone for whom my heart beats…

I miss having someone whom I can just cuddle…

I miss having someone whose hands I can hold…

I miss having someone who will wait for me someplace…

I miss caring for someone…

I miss not having someone for whom I am just “me”…

I miss having a special person with me…

I miss being the love of someone…

I miss being the life of someone…

I miss being myself…

This is but a small part of the immensely long list of things, I miss. I miss them so dearly that now they seem to be a part of my being.

I just hope and hope with all the heart, mind and soul that I have that someday, when I get any one of these, I remember how important they are for me. I remember how badly I miss them and I hold them so close to my heart that I will never ever let go of them….